the words that i write, are here. and that is what i am writing. and how i am able to do this. that is what i wanted to do.  and this is how i write. and that is how i am going to do my work. that is what i want. the ideas. they must be written. now or never. but here i go with this that i do. and the words that i commit. here. to the internet. i wonder what the world would spit back at me.

if such a thing were to happen that is.

the ideas here, they are not what i think they are.