the time that i have here are not what i thought it was. and there was something else. and that was what i wanted to say. so i said what came to mind when i thought such things. i think that it would help in a later frame of mind. but who knows truly. i hope that i am able to do what i need to when the time is right. that shall be what it is. if that makes sense. there are the ways that i am able to do this. if i think about it right,
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