as i thought of the words they are on the screen and then i found out what the words mean. if i understand correctly. in the correct understanding. there are then the ways that there are somtimes something here. and something there. and yet here i am with what it is that i am doing. here there and anywhere. there are so many things that i am going to say. i am sorry about all the chaff. but it is part of the process. there are many different things that i could do. and yet here i am. doing this. and that. and i think that i quite enjoy it. it is something i enjoy.
it is quite nice to have something to enjoy. is that what you are looking for?